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Wednesday, February 27, 20086:06 AM
♥I swore to share your joy and your pain.
 New term revolution:
Yeah, my heart is aching real badly . DDD: Smile everyone! [: Table partner, don't be sad. Seeing you cry so badly, makes me depressed too. DDD: Don't worry, i can give you free hugs everyday ;D SMILE SUNFLOWERR! |
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Tuesday, February 26, 20083:34 AM
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I WANNA SCREAM IT OUT LOUD! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! My heart really hurts terribly, and is really driving me crazyy. I'm failing my bio alrdy, really totally . That's it . "Miracles happen" , sure Melvin, thanks so much for your retarded console ! && partner, i know you're feeling worse than me. We will start it all over again, and there's me with you . [:
sometimes i really feel no enthusiam in life. what's the point of living, when it becomes more and more complicated as you grow older . |
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Saturday, February 23, 20086:34 AM
♥Promise to love me and trust me i'll trust you ,
Thankyou darling for being there for me, and helping me with your all .And of course, everyone who gave me their sweetest concern esp bestest/partner/retarded .♥ HAHAHAAA, realised i'm really l a c k and need tuition badly manzxzxz~ So people, intro to me! [: And i'm going to be down-to-earth, and no daydreaming anymore! THAT WOULD BE WHO I AM SOOON;DD   HOHO, do i need a reason not to like you? |
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Friday, February 22, 20084:47 AM
♥Here's my wish list: First one, I would create a heart changing love. Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up. Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one. Yeah manzxz, today would be my blue-est period. I'm ultimate-ly dowwwwwn, for crying it out loud! DDD:
It's time to grow up and stop being a crying baby, I know-i'm aware-i understand these. Everyday of my today life, i would be reminding myself to be strong . And do you know, it's really tiring to keep it so. Can't just anyone, anyone pull me out from here? I've been juggling with all these negatives, and my heart can't take it anymore. My life have been dedicated to all these troubles, and said to overcome all of them one by one. But thanks aloooot to all my loved,always being there for me. Sorry to you guys, whom always have to tolerate my crazy mood swings and break downs . I'm going going going to find back my smile again, yo. Nevertheless, life have to go on. And so, i went to playy/ reward myself! ;D Ohh, and i've got new white havaianas from NUM. Omgg, hunkshunkshunks hawt ah hawt! ;DD But nahh, i think Macdonald is the cutest/nicest/hawtest thing on earth, yaye manzxz. And partner, you said you would reserve your fridays for me, i'll be crying if you dont. Have fun at cruise! [:  Would you be there to save my soul tonight, Would you swear that your love is always true, Would you say that you always be there, to kiss my pain away . |
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Monday, February 18, 20087:12 AM
♥ you're the reason behind everything ,
 Heh, sorry this will be an ultimate shorteeeeeeeeeeeest post! I would just like to SCREAM! SHENG RI KUAI LE, DONGSHUEN ! ♥♥♥ My beloved partner, WO AI NI WORZXZXZX !   I can feel the knot in my heart. As much as i wanted to break down and cry, i know i couldnt . I did all distractions to stop my mind from recalling . How beautiful it seems to be, it's still ______ . I know i couldn't _________, i know i have to be strong. But it's killing me . |
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Saturday, February 16, 20089:18 AM
♥ i'll do anything for you love .
 Today might be an extraordinary day manzxz . I've got rejected like a thousand times .Right, cause it's f l a g day . HOHOHO, but at least my tin is 1/2 full . Thanks to partner, and those who help to donate in my tin . Xie xie ni men . [: My journey starts from tiong/bugis/town/bugis/town/cityhall/clarkequay, and lastly home . Firstly, all of us meet up at Tiong then to Bugis can.Collected the tin, and here we go, the nin9 of us altogether hit the streets . And oh we've bought a pair of twinklebell necklace from Diva, bestest love ♥ Met chew and da ren before the CHINGAY, and when he gets excited all over and brings out his whistle at there, he is a typical as retarded as chew manzxz ! HAHAA;DD. Most importantly, we're there to support DUMBDUMB's dragon dance, heh ;DDD It was a spectacular public display, and you have us screaming for you . [: Shuai daozxxz ;D And we saw sheren too ! Headed down to clarkequay, along the river . I just love it when wind brushes by you/music blasting/enjoying the night scenery, rocks . [: Caught the last train home, and now i'm here yo! I shall upload pictures again soooooooooooooooooooooon! I don't wanna be down and i'm trying very hard to keep away . I wanna erase that face in my head, and that fact i refuse to accept . I didn't expected the feeling of not being trusted is sososo bitter .Whatever happened to our assurance in the past ? And the whole world's telling me that there's no point to clear the misunderstandings cus they don't want me to fall in deeper .Please help me find back the faith in me cause i'm afraid i would break down . Labels: distractions |
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Friday, February 15, 20086:39 AM
♥ the absence in my heart ,
It's a veryveryvery shocking/depressing/heartache today . Wenyi, our dear friend in primary school back then . Why did you choose to give up your life? I've been thinking back, those beautiful memories in RV .. It really pains me, and i dont know how should i say this lah... As usual, friday is my favourite day . Went to plaza sing with Partner and Loverr, then shopping with Partner at town, then Daught went my house, then meet Loverr at bugis .   I'm feeling empty in my heart, who understands? I dont wanna lose anymore of my loved ones . I don't want to be down .But why my happiness seems so far away ? And it's draining all of me . |
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Monday, February 11, 20085:45 AM
I'm still in holiday mood, roar .
Riiiight, once i step in class, i can feel the thunder . BOOM BOOM BOOM , imagine that . [: I dreaded dreaded dreaded the stress level . /: And i still can't believe i'm a sec3 . DDD: Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, somebody save me . Three cheers for bullfighting, yo yo yo ! ♥ PS:SOMEONE PANGSEH US LARH HOR . PSS: I wanna sweep you out of my heart .  |
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Sunday, February 10, 20082:27 AM
♥ i'll be there for you .
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Saturday, February 9, 20087:24 AM
♥ If you get there before i do, dont give up on me .
 Once again, i'm out with herherher ;DD Hello lamp post(Above), you know how much i adore youzxxz [: You never fail to give me a satisfying warm feeling in my heart . Then blow-wind-blow, we sat down/blast music/heart to heart talks/sing and have a good time altogether [: Admiring the sky as gentle wind blows, i daydream .If i lay here, would you stay with me and forget the world ?  Okay, maybe i'm being mean . Well, i didnt go to Safra just for you to GUAILAN . So much for going there to find you guys and pool . Learn the art of appreciation, yo . But of course, i'm going to forgive and be happy again ! [:Realised i had missed many events this CNY. Like, skipped family steamboat cus i'm with my friends,272727dress movie, wasn't arnd at the last episode of Kinship 2, didnt get to play cards and lose/win money, cousins bonding cus i dont know why either.And i just can't get to proper sleep these few days, tsk. Plusplus the fact of my brother being unreasonable, really turns people off . /: Other than those many negatives, i know i should always-look-on-the-bright-side-of-life ! HAHAHAA[: Watch the MV Zui jin hai hao ma by SHE, ending song of the nicenice Bulllfighting. And i'm feeling emo, that's bad ))): |
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Friday, February 8, 20088:43 AM
♥ you know, i'm crazy over you .
 HEY LOVE♥ ,I went to meet daught today to Town (taka/cine/plazasing/wisma/fareast) [: Dine at PS TheCafeCartel, and the UrbanBreadPudding(above) was superbzxzx ! Oh, i really have a fall for sweet things ♥ I did a very good deed today, and donate my money to 2 tissue aunties . Doing charity is coolio, we should practice it often . [:      Met GUAILAN and watch Ah Long Pte Ltd . Seriously, wasn't that nice afterall . I really would prefer watching hunks playing basketball- Kungfu Dunk, heh . It was till late night, when the roads are soo quiet, me and daught were retardedly doing Jumping Jacks in the middle of the road eh . And as much as we wanted to drink, the fact that being overage was stopping us /: . I realised we all had something in common, that is ________ . When it strikes 12, all Cinderella's magic will end. And i got to go back where i belong, Home . ♥Upon the star, i really prayed for you to find your happiness . |
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Thursday, February 7, 20086:52 AM
 "how much you get from your hongbao ?"It is a typical question that everybody would ask, but this MR.DUMMB . *miinLONGG* SDLAA!! says: Omgg, DAMN KUKU MAN. HAHAAA;D This year's CNY wasnt that grea8 afterall, hmm. It wasn't as lively as CNY like before, and i feel out of place somehow . /:Actually i wasn't suppose to celebrate it, cus my grandmother passed away . But anyway, the positive side is, I am free all the way till monday now, yaye ! [: I've got my hongbao money alrdy, it's about 2oo$ . Went to watch CJ7 with my cousin&brother, it's a 3/5 for me. The small boy was comical, &The part when he almost lost his daddy, i really felt/cried for him HAH . But too educational& boring, no?  This is my aunt♥ I ADORE HER REAL LOTS ! &I can remember vividly still, my childhood time when she always would bring me down to get sweet candies ;DD I've been watching "Bullfighting" vol.1 . It was damn nicenicenicenicenice. ♥ i lubzxz lotsa. HAHAA, my favourite Hebe&Mike. The show was like MVP/Metour garden, yo! Go watch people ! [:  ♥ I sent a secret prayer, and i hope he will arrive soon to me . |
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Tuesday, February 5, 200811:13 PM
♥ endlessly
 Do you know I exist, just to promise you this Endlessly to be true to you. And if you answer my prayer, I cross my heart and I'd swear  Endlessly to be true to you . And if you'd only see, how beautiful you and I would be, endlessly . And in my sweetest dream, You've learn to put your faith in me, endlessly . ♥ Happy CNY to everyone, yo! ;DD We(love,daught,partner,chew,dumb) went around Raffles/The acrade/Merlion/Marina today . Like a tourist, like a fool . HAHAA. They certainly make my day ;DD H♥ARTS H♥ARTS H♥ARTS , well i'm off to the tv ! [: |
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4:27 AM
Look here, i'm attempting to have a L.O.N.G post for today ;D
Firstly, ♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EEYER & SOMEONE SPECIAL [: (Perhaps we aren't as close now, but you're somebody i would not forget in my life . All those laughters we shared, esp during my sec2Midyear, were one of my happiest moments . Thanks for everything, & all the best to your future . Remember Clover , I believe you can do it ;D ) And you got cake on my face, thanks huh chicken . Dirty and oily, tsk . Well, life in school is.....I don't know . Sometimes, i really dreaded going to class. Here comes more tests& new chapters to follow up, yo ! Omgg, i hate to take up the stress . But i know, i got to adapt to it somehow . Thankyou bestest love, always being a veryveryvery good listening ear to hear all my whinnings . Thankyou daught for your sweet hugs&kisses . I did what i'm supposed to do, but my heart is such a loser man . I'm so so so distracted away, just like my maths tests . Hey, i swear i knew exactly how to do, but then after it's all those silly careless mistakes . Fwah, can't i just stay focused ?! This post L-O-N-G, no ? [: Ohhh, and i can't wait for tomorrow! CNYCNYCNY, 27dress27dress27dress ;DDD You're everywhere to me .♥ .jpg)  |
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Monday, February 4, 20084:08 AM
♥ there is some love that will not go away .
       i'm this this this sure that , happiness♥ is on the way ;D |
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