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Friday, March 28, 20087:02 AM
♥Would you stay with me and forget the world.
 Hello, hi . Yeah, i know it's been ABCDEF long ever since i updated. Everytime i log into blogger.com , i would be at a loss on what to type . And exiting the website would be the end of the story . HAHAHAA . Oh well, life sucks . Okay, subjective . Life's really pathetic when it comes to studies . Study like no life, when you-know-you're-one-of-the-worse-in-your-class kinda shit, makes my heart sink totally . What if i had a repeat of history, and flunk my subjects again? What if i fall down the deep pit ? What if i couldnt take the pressure anymore and break down? So many uncertainties, i really felt unsecured. Constantly reminding myself to be strong/not to give up/ keep my determination up high is seriously too tiring . When would i ever find back my old self ? I need my joy back badly. But on the another hand, this makes me grow up. I understand that i should learn to accept. I don't need outstanding grades, as long as i'm contented with what i have. It doesnt really matters anymore if i know i've tried my best alrdy . No point crying over spilled milk, yes? And i feel best when i'm with my friends . All the laughters is such a relieve to me . Thanks for being there for me ♥Goodbye♥ ! Thinking of the what i used to have makes me wanna cry . The past, the happiness, the innocence, the brillant memories, the perfect moments . I yearn for it to be back one day. |
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Saturday, March 15, 20089:33 PM
♥ He looks at me and his brown eyes tell it so ,
   I miss ! It's the last day of holidays DD: |
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Thursday, March 13, 20087:39 PM
TO MY DEAREST LOVERR, LEEWEENEE SHENG RI KUAI LE!!♥       ♥ all the laughters& joy, we know that will last forever . |
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Tuesday, March 11, 20089:32 AM
♥ I lay my love on you
  HELLO LOOOOVE♥! HAHAHAA, today is a day which reminds me of the past-2D's crazzy memories, retarded twiin, 5years of forever partner ;DD All the laughter/carefree days, i miss . But yes, we all got to grow up. Had netball in the morning, then followed by ss remedial . And it was really time wasting shiatxzxz. Headed to town with the people above ! ;D Banner& **** was undone due to inefficency of retardedness them ! HAHAHAAA . Lastly, watch Stepup2 with 2sillys -.= . It was an amazing movie, really! Heh, i'm off to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep !Goodbye ! |
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Sunday, March 9, 20088:00 AM
"The envelope will represent my heart ,
But should i trust the postage due, To deliever my heart to you ?" ♥ A truckloads of homework to be done + Never ending list of desired dates = Holidays ? Amaths is totally alien to me manzxz. Omg, i feel like my brain cells had been depleting at a really fast rate! & i really dreaded studying DDD: Oh wells, shan't let them affect me. I waaaaaaaaaant to watch SKYOFLOVE, i've been eyeing for that movie long long time ago alrdy. A must-watch movie totally. ;DD Then i want to cut my hairrrrrrrrrrrrr. And pack my room, as my bro's moving to another house alrdy! ;DD && yeah man, to own that tube dress ♥  Morale of the story today : Live not to regret . HELLO BESTEST ! ♥ I really loooooooooove knowing that you're always there for me( and whoever dear friends, you may fill in the blanks(: ) HAHAHAAA. My forever love, that i know we could always talk things out . ;DD You promised to our dates yeah! [ Thanks partner, for editing ! ;D ] For now, i shall count the stars and fly to dreamland ! [: |
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Saturday, March 8, 20087:10 AM
♥ There's an angel standing next to me, reaching for my heart .    HAPPY FIFTEEN, CHICKEEEEN♥ HAHAHAA.yes, it's your birdday alrdy! ;DD firstly, daught went to my house to get things wrapped up. (at the second pic), inside was a belt from topman with many layers of newspaper! LOLness .then met the 5of them at tiong. planning to catch a movie but...... planning to go marina steamboat but... planning to blindfold him to the cake but.... tho it didn't really turn out smoothly, at least. everybody was happy yeah! [: . dine @ grillers, where we surprised him with a cake served by the nicenice waitress. then headed down to marina/ esplanade . the sky over there (esplanade's roof top) was beautiful, and seemed endless to me . that, brought me into deep thoughts . some playing ds, some playing sparkles, some killing time .staying there for a longgggggg time after, when the sky gradually turns dark and closed down for the night, we went to great world for arcade . &i swear to myself, i would never want to land myself in despair again . |
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Friday, March 7, 20085:49 AM
 My apologises for the lack of updates . I've been awfully lazy to blog, tho i have truckloads of time being on the computer. Appearing offline which i'll still be hooked up with people whom would spot me there on msn . HAHAHAAA;DDD .And watching bullfighting on youtube is loooooooove♥It's the start of hols! Having a break, is all i've been dying for . I need something to motivate me on, and keep my determination high please. Looking at the results i've received, i told myself i would never want to flunk my subjects again. I should put away with all those negatives, and start afresh again! [: Remedials, netball and a whole ton of hols work, yes i can do this . I need to find the reason behind me, i need to find back the joy we used to have . |
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Saturday, March 1, 20083:14 AM
 ♥ i wanna grow old with you ,MY MIND'S A BLANK . And sometimes, i really miss the old me . Dreaming of all the silly impossibles, But at least, those moments were beautiful . I don't wanna grow up , I don't wanna accept responsibilities . I don't wanna understand, I don't wanna learn to let go . Becoming one who doesn't have any emotions left , Is someone's heart dead . Trying hard to be strong, Has become my weakness . And you've got me crying like a baby . |
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