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Friday, March 28, 20087:02 AM
♥Would you stay with me and forget the world.
 Hello, hi . Yeah, i know it's been ABCDEF long ever since i updated. Everytime i log into blogger.com , i would be at a loss on what to type . And exiting the website would be the end of the story . HAHAHAA . Oh well, life sucks . Okay, subjective . Life's really pathetic when it comes to studies . Study like no life, when you-know-you're-one-of-the-worse-in-your-class kinda shit, makes my heart sink totally . What if i had a repeat of history, and flunk my subjects again? What if i fall down the deep pit ? What if i couldnt take the pressure anymore and break down? So many uncertainties, i really felt unsecured. Constantly reminding myself to be strong/not to give up/ keep my determination up high is seriously too tiring . When would i ever find back my old self ? I need my joy back badly. But on the another hand, this makes me grow up. I understand that i should learn to accept. I don't need outstanding grades, as long as i'm contented with what i have. It doesnt really matters anymore if i know i've tried my best alrdy . No point crying over spilled milk, yes? And i feel best when i'm with my friends . All the laughters is such a relieve to me . Thanks for being there for me ♥Goodbye♥ ! Thinking of the what i used to have makes me wanna cry . The past, the happiness, the innocence, the brillant memories, the perfect moments . I yearn for it to be back one day. |
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