Today, I realised...

Built a stronger bond with brother last night. We can talk about everything under the sun, okay under the moon since it's night, and it goes on and on until 3am when mama said we should sleep! HAHA. He's even more talkative than girls lah! We played songs from my chemical romance/disturbed to songs of spongebob squarepants hah. He said he know a secret of mine.. and i was so curious cause i hardly keep secrets myself until he told me that... I'm afraid of being along at home, even during broad daylight. HAHAA. He add on that it was Fronda who told him hah, when i didn't tell her about that. But yeah, quite true of that. It was then i realised i hardly hardly stay at home, cause i've been out with friends almost everyday, really. What happen to my plans of staying at home to pack my books and accompany fronda watch her silly anime lolzx. Okay, i better do it soon. AND FRONDA'S BIRTHDAY COMINGGGG!!!! MUST PLAN A VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! I don't know what will i do without her, seriously. She's been with us for 21 years already, even before i was born okay!! EH BACK TO THE TOPIC. My brother asked me if i'm interested to share with him to buy his bartending materials-special cups, alcohol, juice.. Hmm. Maybe should get for him during xmas, then he can make cocktails for me, i drink. xD Then i ask him to share with me for guitar cause he learnt how to play before. And he refused! Idiot ah. But i still love my brother. ;D
Wahlao spent 7bucks on this stupid yogurt at tiong with bro. And make me suffer from stomachache, it almost ruin my plans to meet Bimbo.
Went to find Bimbo & shuan at vivo, hee! She's back from camp, all tanned huh. But she's leaving on tues again to korea japan, sad will miss her manzxD: Shopping, we bought water bottle for the S.D.H of us heh. Then settle down at Bens&Jerry to talk. Thankyou bimbo, i will be all good and send you email alright! HAHAA;D

I know i've been making excuses, been not willing to face the facts,been avoiding, to make myself feel better. But actually, it doesn't gets me anywhere. I will, i will pick up my courage and go all the way for it. I will, defintely ..

Childhood pictures with my brother[:

I'm happy to this extend, hah. [:

Because i went shopping with mama and had a good meal with her yeste.
Because i met up with Pooh bear yeste and catch up alooooot. (She and her jokes! )
Because i had lunch with S.B.R.C today and crapped with Awkword hah. (Stepped on Amanda's slippers! )
Because the eight of us is having our S.B.R.C shirts soon!
Because both Bimbo and B.C are back from their camp and genting trips respectively. (S.D.H get-together yaye!)
Because we're finally crashing Awkword's house tomorrowwwwwwwwwwW!
Because i'm eatting Chocolates heh.
Because i'm going my brother's place stayover. (Wii& PS3, here i come!)

Oh, i want to pick up a new interest. I've been thinking of what i love to do. Yup, the usuals- Shopping, get together, movies, talks, baking, picures... But i want something that can make me motivated, that i really love to pursue further. Drums, my favourite instrument, but i seldom go jamming now and having the whole drum set at home is space-consuming and i think my family won't love to have some crazy noise pollution. Was inspired by that guitarist i saw at Youtube playing Fall for you. Wow, i would love to learn to play that! ;D

Tiredzxzxzxzxzzxzxzxzxzxz.
Had a weird dream last night wahahahha. I remembered skipping class to some garden where we discovered CLOVERS!! Was damn elated, then mdm raani caught us and start scolding until niaoren msg me and i woke up. HAHAA. Head to town for interview, watched Chihuahua, then Vivo.
Oh, interview wasn't that positive cause we might not be working together(as in have to split up at diff outlets). So, we're going for job hunt tmrw.
K, I WANT MY SLEEP NOWWWWWWWW!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
It's driving me crazy, everytime i think of it .
It's making me falling deeper, everytime i'm missing.
Tell.me.just.what.to.do.please.

What a day, HAHAA!!

Rise and shine, suzhen did all the morning calls to my phone/house to wake me up for netball! HAHAA. Hurried to sch after meeting Partner, but was 3oplus mins late. And then, they come up with some "every 5 mins late, 10 push ups" plan and we have to comply lolzx. I told Coach that i need to leave early for appointment at salon. Guess what he did! HAHAAA. He told me not to waste money on rebonding and promote his straigntener instead! Then, he took out his straightner from his bagggggggg! DAMN FUNNY KAY THAT MOMENT. Didn't know coach would bring such stuff around huh. After netball, home to bathe and rebond timee! Yup, wasn't much of a difference actually. Just that, my hair can shine and my fringe is shorter it looks like bangs, dang! D: But no worries, i still will have my side fringe! ;D
Retarded's leaving tonight, awwwwwwwwwwww! I'LL MISS HER BADLY! Ohoh, just remembered something she said last night LOLZX!

you never never know, in that one in a million possibilty, i might be in love with you .

You're everything, everything that i wanted .
We're meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.

Do anyone knows of a shop that can transfer songs from cassette tape to disc? Need to help mama accomplish this mission eh hah. [:

K, so S.B.R.C crashed Chinatown today. ;D We went singing for 4h straight and had dinner after. HAHAA, music still strucked in my head manzxz! Only sad that i didn't get to see Amanda quite long alrdy, and Best couldn't make it. D: But, the whole karaoke session was bomb!! Must come again next time, and with the eight of us. [: Made a card for ivyyyyy before she's leaving for Australia tmrw. And dear pooh bear, better get well soon and stop walking so fast already! HAHAA ;D

Yes, i'm going to wake up early tmrw and attend Netball hopefully. Also, soft-rebonding tmrw eh. [:

Well i never thought it coming,
i should have started running a long long time ago.

Stop and stare,
you start to ponder why you're here not there.

And there's so many things that i want you to know,
I won't give up till it's over .

I'd still miss you baby,
and i don't wanna miss a thing.

Ever had this feeling that you're happy yet empty? Couldn't explain this either .
Yup so today's day that i didn't went out, cus best save me from doing so and visit my place this morning;D Did many fulfiling things, do present/watch hotshot/sew&stich owl/did 1/7 of Heymaths/cook noodles/paint nails etc. But i miss XOXOs! We must meet up soon yeah .
Going to sing k most likely tmrw for farewell party. Retarded's flying to Australia on thurs, Best's going kl some time this week, Daught's working, Bimbo's having chalet now. Felt like everyone's busy yet i'm just idling my time away.
Talked to someone and saw the pictures&video taken at Grad day. Geez, i missed that day cus i went Malaysia!! D: Then i realised how fast a year past seriously, friends leaving and next year we're on our own facing o's. Think back during term1, how i simply can bang the wall looking at the downfall of my results, how i just fail my sciences, how much i regret that i didn't take F&N, how much i'm not used to class without 2D and complain how idiot life is.. Well, all that had past . People change and look forward, that's how life goes, no? We can't help it anway, isn't it?
I can't think properly right now. Sure, time past, feelings fade. Why is it always so...

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY, VAL! ♥♥
I really miss you. Remember the times we had in primary sch, how foolish we saved up money just to take neoprints, how silly we wrote apology letters to each other, to how much i can't bear to see you transferred to GESS when we're in sec one, how funny yet sweet of you to be concerned and make friends with my bf, how just i know you're there for me and vice versa.. Thankyou for those best damn memories we had, my best friend in pri sch. I'm gonna see you soon! ;D

And these days, i..

1. Finally met best friend, she cut short hair!!
2. Went clarkequay/swimming/bugis/town/malaysia/fisherman's warf/plaza sing/ive's house/best's house.
3. Watched Academy 2/Hana yori dango 2 yayeee!
4. Trying to watch Hot shot, but i always fall asleeep!!
5. Going to start taking needle and sew some cloth!!
6. Back from Wilson's chalet, and thanks for everything. [: (still want to be featured huh!! lolzx) Stupid midnight cab fee lolzx!!

Crushed, that i haven't ever let you know .

To the ones i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Except bestfriend's not around! D:

say the words i need to hear,

Roar, there's chinese o's tmrwwwww and it's my brother's bday toooo!! Wait and see, after tmrw after tmrw!! All the crazy things/dates/shopping/movie& books marathon/sleepover i miss!! xD

& 2days back then, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST FRIEND!
One by one, we come in at different stations with balloon to surprise best at mrt. HAHAA! Thanks best for so much you've had done for me! This is the 3rd birthday we celebrated together already & definitely more to come! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥