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Monday, December 29, 20086:09 AM
Watching tv at home might be great at times!!!!!

Oh k, that's cause i hardly have time to stay at home. OMG OMG I CANT STOP THIS EXCITEMENT!!!! I FINALLY FOUND MY LOVE SONG AND ONLY POOHBEAR WOULD KNOW HAHHAHAHA!!!! It's those commercials, and the music suddenly ring on my mind, IT WAS THE SONG I'M LOOKING FOR!!! k, so it's by Take that. Geez, it'ss on my blog song nowwww! WOOOHOOOO!

Watch the world comes alive tonight,
stay close to me .


Needless to say, i'm treasuring those few days before the bomb of sch days explode in like less than 100 hours? AHHHHHHHHHHHH I DONT WAN TO WAKE UP AT 6.30 EVERY WEEKDAY! K, ITS NOT LIKE I DONT WAN, IS I'M ALRDY HAVING DIFFICULTIES WAKING UP EVEN IN THE NOON!( Heh, my human clock seems to lag. And i'm used to wake up at like every 2pm, bad habbit i should change, i knowwww!)

Hmm, to elaborate on how i spent my days before i last blogged would be- Study trip with P.B, but we end up laughing&crapping and the time flies super fast, town, watching Gossip girls (the guy is super hotzxzxzxz!!), playing the wii with fronda, Gwc with niaoren ;DDD Not very elaboratey elaborate still huh? Its okay then. HAHAH!

I'm kinda in a woohoo mood tonight, tho i can't really figure why. Perhaps it's what niaoren told me that, i should focus on my studies& what im having now (which no doubt makes me feel right of my decision made), perhaps it's the silly msg chicken sent me hahaha(love stars cause there's many tonight, AND THAT I CANT SPOT ANY ONE AT ALL IN THE SKY), perhaps partner just told me about netball trg(which i can see her tmrw finally HAHAA). And perhaps, the most important thing, i am looking forward to whatever's gonna happened in 2009, really.
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Friday, December 26, 20086:16 AM
Woohoo, finally received val's cardie!! That's my pri sch best friend;D Yup, weenee told me she received the card few days ago alrdy, so i've been checking my mailbox to look for hers. And yes, i got it today! [: Felt kinda sentimental i dont know why hah. She said i used to be sunflowerish,and brighten up her day hahahaa what a description. She said if she's still in my sch and not transferred to GESS and that me her wee dong are still great friends. WE ARE STILL NOW ALRIGHT. AND IM STILL HAPPY AND ALL;D
Backed from Malaysia, it was a really short trip cause i'm super tiredzxzx! Will explain in later. I got sandals again and 1st season for Gossip Girls. ( HAHAA THINK OF KANGYING, SHE SURE WAN TO WATCH TOO!) And before that, went to Isetan Private Sales, that was crazy k. So many many people, argh i hate crowds.
K to the reason why im super ultra tired!!! I DIDNT GET TO SLEEP OKAY! CHRISTMAS YESTERDAY WAS A SUPER BUSY YET LOVELY DAY! I head to town to shop for last min. presents for beloved valdawn. Had dinner outside . Head home again to have turkey, ham, salad again! Catch up with my bros as we played the wii tgt hahaha. I'm good at tennis okay! Hurry wrapped the presents and meet dawn to val's place. I had turkey, ham and salad again. And volka, and icecream! ;D So, i have dinner x3 in total huh. And so i didn't eat much. It was a lovely gathering! Like telling Shaun please don't pull my hair/scare me/poke me like what he's doing this year hahaha(but i think he wouldn't change hah!)& not influence Pink socks to call me CAL, watching how cute char play the dance, and all the catch up going on, saying about next year. Oh and the exchange of presents. Hee, i love to unwrap presents! Thankyou sweets, for those present and cards i really love!! ;DDD Watched a really nice movie called She's the man (I think!), challenged Pink socks to hula hoop, heart to heart talks with my girls.
Head home at 4am and i forgot to bring my keys. Was surprised that my mama opened the door, cause i was expecting my bro as i called him earlier to open the door for me. Sorry mum, to make you wait! Aft i bathe and everything, its 5am. 2h later before i can even fall asleep, i need to wake up and prepare for trip today.

It's just a few more days to 2009. I don't know how should i be feeling now. Excited that another new year is coming? Or be worried about what i'm going to face next year? I guess i'm not gonna think too much, and just charge forward forward forward!! Thinking about the past, i think i had really grown up hah. From sec1, believing that love would last forever, till now that i'm quite certain i wouldn't find the right one at of current this age. (Bimbo would totally agree on this) I will move on, and time would do the trick.

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Wednesday, December 24, 20088:22 AM
Stay close to me,
stay close to me .

I HAD A WONDERFUL XMAS EVE WITH CAKERS!
Geez, i'm really very bery tired now. Shall do this briefly, and head to bed right away. zzZZZZZZZ!
Oh wait,past 12 already, BERRY KLISTMASYEVERYONE!! ;DD
Right, so today meet S.B.R.C people @ bugis. Was planning to have steamboat tgt at beach road, but couldn't find it. Past by this THE MIND CAFE, it stood out from the other shops cause it's filled with laughter&screams hahhaha. So we decided to check it out! It's a cafe which provides us with great food and board games to play with! There's this game call Ugly something i cant rmb hahaha! We're supposed to open the cards one by one, and once there's three monster of the same, we must hurry snatch it! If both people got the card at the same time, must say "Ugly ugly ugly" 3 times first to get the cards! The one with most cards wins! Hahah.Poohbear's reaction slowest ah! And many more games to play like UNO, MONOPOLY, STACKO, OLD MAID ALOT MORE LAH!! An unexpected lunch/dinner we had, but it was reallly great! And we exchanged our cup presents! Hee, i got Awkword's pressie;D The lil surprise inside was really sweet. [: End with my fav. brownie and the other cakers head home and me&poohbear to continue the journey!
We stopped at Boatquay and walked all the way to Esplanade. Found really nice places we can go visit again some day! ;D Along the way, we saw some local gigs performing. OMG ITS REALLY GOOOD! I'm not really sure of the tittle, but the chorus part was Stay close to me.. And i still can't find the song online here, CRYS! DDDD:
Head to town. WRONG DECISION TO MAKE K. Crowded like human traffic jam. IT'S LIKE PEOPLE PUSHING HERE AND THERE, HEAVY GUARDED POLICE, XMAS TREES TOO KID, DONO WHERE THE COUNTDOWN IS.... And then we headed home sweet homee! ;D










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Tuesday, December 23, 20081:04 AM
My papa, mama, 3 brothers, sister-in-law, and 2nd bro's girlfriend, i love them the most most most♥♥












K i just received the photo's taken at my bro's wedding;D There's video of the tea ceremony and how my bro was sabotaged of alot things(like sucking ice, wear bikini,drink curry sauce!! hahaha) in order to get his bride, but of course wouldn't post here. Getting married is just a beautiful thing;D


Right, so today i had netball! Not bad, i could wakee up! Suzhen gave me morning call to my house again ahh! Took 51 and as i alight, i saw 145 bus. I don't know what makes me feel down, i really don't know. But i was ): , listening to music as i walked to sch then i heard coach yelling out at me outside indoor hall. Hahaha. He opened the side door for me, and hit my head saying why i'm always late.(Well, i tried to, better late than not turning up at all hee xD) It was then i'm hyped up again as i saw alll my netballers!!! So long didn't see them alrdy, esp my loved Suzhen and ching and everyone! First time playing match in the indoor hall, wasn't that used to tho [: Feeling pretty (: that i did exercised, run many many at the court, and didn't lose grip of netball. ;D Had lunch with reindeer,niaoren,chicken,rica together as they are having their band break too;D


Head to Bugis by myself. I was quite impressed too that i didn't called for any company at all. Bought lovely letters for my lovely friends to send again, and a book. Went to National library with attempts to do work, but just like what syah predicted earlier, A FAILED PRODUCTIVE DAY INDEED. Hahaha, the cosy sofa and aircon make me feel iwannagohomeandsleep! So yeah, here i am. Going to zZZZZZZZZZZZ now.

On my way home. I was thinking... If only i'm just a pri6 kid. When i got tired of playing catching, i can just cross my fingers and say quit! Quit the game and stop chasing, how easy. How much i wished i could. Quit from all the ): i felt and get over with. I wanna quit this game, no more.

"It was a time when everyone could was escaping. Perhaps simply because he no longer had anything to escape from, going back was not a problem" - Mosquito roma tearne

It's about a writer whom gave up his sucessful career at London and returns to his native Sri Lanka where all the civil war's happening. And then he found this girl, Nulani... K that's where i stopped reading cause i really wanna sleep. I will continue from there, cause it's a really great story i say.

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Monday, December 22, 20088:34 AM
Somewhere my heart is burning,
to let you go .

YESTEYESTERDAYYESTERDAY:Met niaoren, chicken, rica at Vivo. EVERYWHERE SALES LER, MY FAV. PULL AND BEAR TOOO!!! THEN GO SAFRA PLAY POOL! Along the way, laugh like crazy. ;DDD HAMTARO DANCEEEEEEEE!!!!

YESTERDAYYESTERDAY: Met S.B.R.C ians hahahha! At bugis, actually planned for everyone to wear green or red to have xmas xmas feeling. In the end.... Awkword come wear black tsk!! Had donuts then haji lane. Nice place there is to take pictures ;DD

YESTERDAY:Spent the day sleeping!! Met weeneee the pooh at towwn. Town many people squeeze people so crowded!!! Many festive celebrations going on, carolling. What a nice xmas feeling that is;D

TODAY:Oh i just post cards weee!! Mr postman please send my cards safely hee[: Went tiong x2 times you know! First is to collect honey bake cheese ham with fronda. And then and then my mama called, and we have to join again to shop for materials for xmas dinner. Happily watch little nyonya, 2h 2h 2h!! Failed attempt to write book review when niaoren called!!!! I can gladly put the blame on him[:

As i''m blogging, i'm talking to this rubbish bird lol. And he ask me why i have to read out what i blogged over the phone. CAUSE I CANT MULTITASK CAN LOLZX! Tmrw got netball, i'm not sure if i can wake up early notzxzx! (niaoren say i'll be the referee again!!) AH HAHHAHAHA!! Then i told him kangying zou liao, then he say HUH GO WHERE? HAHAHA CANGYING FLY TO TAIWAN!! And stupid niaoren don't believe. (He says what a joke!) -.= Okayokay. Should stop typing whatever crap lolzxzxzx.
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Thursday, December 18, 200810:49 AM



























Time check: 3.40am now. Okay, i can't sleep yeah! Though i ate the medicine the doctor gave this morning which said to cause drowsiness... Still, CANT FALL ASLEEPZXZX. Was writing xmas cards to the ones i love, yup. Been doing this for afew nights already tho. Not cause i'm a slow writer or anything k. It's because this time, for everyone i wrote to, i feel for them.(the way they had a part in my life;D) Quite a self reflect for myself too heh. Looking at the positive side. I realised, this year's been quite nice to me too.I met amazing friends;D If it wasn't for being in 3A this year, i would never be such great friends with Dawn&val. If it wasn't for joining higher chinese this year, i would never have go crazy and hahahaha with Louise&amanda. If it wasn't for being close with Dongshuen this year, i would never know the silly Lixian. If it wasn't for this year 's bus rides to school almost everyday, i would never be greeted by the smile of Weenee every morning or look at how she dozed off on bus sometimes(shh!) or tell her "omgzxzx, i didn't do this that work how?!?!" & get all rushed about it.If it wasn't for going Wilson's chalet this year, i wouldn't been snatching his psp to play Fallen angel eh. Hahaha, were'nt those happy moments too? ;DDD And also, i'm feeling glad that we didn't broke connections with 2D despite being in different classes. Like Kangying&Ivena, i'm still as effing close to them! Like justin chew would still be concerning about what's happening around my life, and thanks for playing When i'm gone,most of the times when i stepped in his class. I'm over that song alrdy k lol! Like junji whom i would still be talking to almost everyday hee. Like alvin whom never fail to make me laugh like i wanna roll on the floor(really!) with his perfect english hahaha.Thanks for the mirror&guitar necklace from Korea eh,& threatening not to give me lol! And many many people, that i owe a big thankyou to! ;D

Hahaha, i watched Yes man with fronda today. Wasn't that great afterall. Some parts were funny, but the rest were rather boring. (to me) Like the part when he have to say yes to everything including yes to the old lady who wanted to have sexual relieve.(okay, it's either you go watch it and understand, or don't imagine it!) Met niaoren, chicken, rica poka @ great world again. Wahlao stupid niaorenzxzx. My heart really drop when i heard you failed. But in the end, i was cheated huh! Still, feeling happy for you, my schmate next year yaye;D Saw the sch book for this year thanks to him too hee. But wahlao! They spell my name wrongly- Lim Peiling. -.= Thanks to mrs lim ah, thanks. I want to get mine soon too wee!!! [:

& on top of everything, i m i s s y o u .
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Tuesday, December 16, 20086:58 AM
Met ive and wee yesterday. Tho we didn't did much, just settling down at Starbucks. We had a great talk together, and that's what are friends for. Tc ive, over at Indo;D

Met dawnie today, but bimbo wasn't here cus she's over at Batam huh! Miss miss SDH together! Shopped from ps to wisma, and got ourselves necklaces from F21. (B.C love bling bling!) Best thing of today is that i get to pour all my thunder and lightnings over and shared things with each other. I had another heartattack today seeing, and only you know, thanks sweet. [:

Guess i've been spending my hols going going out. Lucky to have all these great friends, really. All of them, that would be there for me when i need. I need time on my own now, to really be firm on my decision, though i know it's freaking hard doing so cause my heart always go the opp. way. I would get better in time.
So endlessly it seem i can never get over.

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Saturday, December 13, 20089:39 AM





















This picture, i'm fond of especially.
Not because we gave Ive's present to her that day. Not because it's after school that day.
But it's because i remembered, i was the happiest that period for this year. Cause this year to me, is a really tough one, but i went through it fortunately[: To cope with triple science(& seriously, science is not what i like), getting used to class without kazhuas, and getting over him. Luckily, i met good friends along the way like val&dawn, had a closer bond with Best despite us being in different classes, formed S.B.R.C, S.D.H, XOXO. Yup, that period's during Aces dance, when my class get together, when i'm used to being in my class on the positive side, when i love..
Time's such a killer. Rob away all my favourite pasttimes with 2D(as we skipped classes, pretended we didn't bring our books and walk out of the classroom together as kazhuas), and that people changed as time flies.
I know i have to move on, as much as i'm reluctant to.
It hurts, really .
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6:43 AM
Had primary sch gathering today;D Pretty much of talking about the past, & yeah how much we changed hahaha. Exchanging ez-lind cards, saying " you never expect you're friends with the person in the picture bah"/ Talked about each other's life in sec sch and hahaha i remember this one, "candy dreams" lolzx./ Qf even say what he's not surprised if he see my nick change to "level 5" huh!(Inside jokes)
Yup, it was great catching up with those bunch of people i hang out in the past. Except val's not here.(She's at hk) D:
Watched all the way to the ending of Miss no good hahaha. It was quite a short story tho, 14 chapters only. Just for laughs[:
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Friday, December 12, 20086:13 AM
I've been lazy to blog these days, so let the pictures say yeah;D
TUESDAY: Went to Best's house to do fronda's present;D
WEDNESDAY:Fronda's birthday!!
THURSAY:Went penisular&vivo with Ive,Cia,Chicken,Niaoren.
FRIDAY: Study trip with class people;D But end up, camwhoring hahaha.

Been spending my hols doing things i like:Going out, watch tv, late night conferencing, online... Better treasure these days, cause i doubt i can spend time as i like next year. (Roar!)



























KAZHUA♥♥



Sleepover, retarded♥♥
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Monday, December 8, 20086:04 AM
HAHAA, HAPPY HARI RAYA!
Thanks daught for accompany me all the way at town to search for fronda's present.Geez, there's so many people at town today and me cia were crazy going all over town to search for a present. Unfortunately, i didn't get anything much. Just a small purse and decorated the book as part of her present. Guess i'm going to let her pick one when i bring her out for movies on her bday. And maybe we can buy same shirt or stuff together as memories. ;D Thanks niaoren for meeting us at tiong and the comb and the drink eh! Have fun at your chalet [:
Yup, Awkword and B.C is going overseas soon. Missing you guys much much.
And if i'm not wrong, Bimbo and Poohbear's coming back! ;D
Over again, over again, over again...
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Friday, December 5, 20087:06 AM
Geez, i'm super super tiredzxzxzx, and i miss home sweet home! ;D
Kay, this post shall be short and sweet, cause my bed& blanket is calling for me already! HAHAA! ;D

Wednesday's XOXO gathering! We went Safra for pool/xiany house/queensway to make my contacts. Yup, it's been long since i see Partner&Xiany, so that day we had fun catching up. [:

Thursday's study trip with Best&Retarded.But didn't accomplish much cause when i reach library, not long after, we went for lunch, then crapped around then HAHAHA forget about work. Had sleepover at Ive's house, all the laughter and talks heh. (To ive: You promised about uploading pictures hor lol! )

Friday's sentosa trip with KAZHUA♥♥♥♥♥♥! And collected S.B.R.C shirts already yaye! ;D
Note to myself: Stop myself from going out and spend time at home.
OH NO, HUGE WARNING! 5 MORE DAYS TO FRONDA'S BIRTHDAY, AND I HAVEN PREPARED ANYTHINGGGGGGGG YET!!




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Tuesday, December 2, 20085:43 AM
Met S.B.R.C, and went little india to buy bangles yesterday.
Met chicken and niaoren yeste night @ Marina then reindeer's house downstairs .
Met 3years good friends and niaoren to Novena and dine in Ri ben cun, jap food then town.

Too tired to elaborate, so let the pictures say. ;D

Courage is all i need, c'mon.


















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