Yet another month had past. It's the start of a new february again! ;D (lol, rmb the time when i'm in pri sch, i had difficulties spelling february. xD)

Right, everyone's been saying year in Secondary 4 FLIES. So yeah, better cherish the time. ;D Visting at Dawnie's house yeste, coincidently wear similar clothes HAHA JOKE. Watched Wedding game then after, pretty good. [: Realised i keep laughing at the wrong time lolzx.

Going poohbear's house later, yaye! ;D

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.

We're never meant to be together ,

Happy new year, happy new year!

HAHAHA. This is my new quote since 2009 had started. Don't ask me why, that sounds happy. SMILES;D Been irritating Poogle with that everytime i saw him, and he seemed influenced by me too hahha. Been wishing mama that too, everytime she give me money (so by any chance she would give me more money?) lol. But it didn't work out. :P Oh and she didn't give me hongbao this year, she hid it under my pillow aww. And lol, people been wishing me happy (niu) year, lol (esp to niaoren).

GONG XI FA CAI! *Presented with two very orangey oranges*

Geez, actually i didn't plan to blog. Just wanna post Without you-Hinder video only, but failed attempt so yeah. Everybody should listen to it, cause i think it's nice. Awkword agrees with me too. [:

K think i'm going back to sleep, sch tmrw ZZZZZZZZZz.

PS: Visiting at niaoren's and awkword's house is cool. ;D
PSS: I'm collecting hello kitty stamps from 7eleven, anybody got sticker please donate ;D
PSSS: There's more more pictures in silly Awkword's camera, but she never ever send to us eh! Must chase her for it. ;D

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo k.
I'm like super super bored now.
I can't do my work, cause it's been giving me headaches.
I can't call best cause she's busy with her spring cleaning.
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.
I must find something to do!!

Hello hi hi hello! It's been long since i touched this piece of technology wahahaha. So yeah. [: K i don't know where i should start blogging from, but firstly GONG XI FA CAI!! That's how why i have the time(now) to blog and hahaha around hee.

First things first, i've confirm plus confirm plus chop my decision already, no more change! ;D Really, this is the last time i'm saying about this k. I'M COMBINING MY SCIENCE PLUS TAKING MY HIGHER CHINESE;D I don't know what will happen in the future, but this is my decision, the choice i make my own, without anyone's influence. It was like to be at a crossroad, to decide to just keep walking straight or turn. To build my foundation for JC or take the shortcut for better results. With just one year of learning triple sciences, i'm not sure if i would suffer in JC. But i'm pretty sure, since this is my decision, i won't regret.Now that i've lay my burden down, i can have plenty good sleeps, and work hard towards my very goal . YAYE YAYE;D And for those days when i'm in a really crazy dilema cause i really couldnt decide, i would sincerely like to thank esp best for always being around to just listen and pour all my worries away, poohbear for keep giving me great advices and her great sis[: , partner for telling me to be firm on decision which makes me determined, bimbo,manda,daught for being there even though you guys are troubled too, awkword for all the encouragement, and bc supi hum gan everybody. ;D Xie xie ni men!

Next, oh i really wanna say i really feel like being the oldest in the sch wahahhaha! Juniors surrounding you, telling you how bad boys bully girls, wahahha so uberly cute! ;D And meanwhile, stupid bimbo , my unwilling table partner, keep disturbing me with her "funny, so very funny", split tables with me, lame sia!!!!! GROW UP LAH HAHA! And Billy made a new friend with poohbear's Kimberly heee too.

And the start of southzone!! Yes, we won the first match against bartley(i couldn't really rmb the name heh) YAYEEE! I know this southzone tournament is crucial and determines the status of netball. WE'LL COMMIT, REALLY . ;D

For today, my very favourite friday, my very happy short day in sch, i went out with best to watch Red Clift 2.(Awkword's still very surprised i would watch such movie). BUT I TELL YOU, IT'S REALLY GOOD SUPREME AWESOME . To witness those smart war tactics, war effects, sacrifice. BAGUS! [:

That's roughly my days in sch, SMILES. ;D

I'm feeling a little drink drank drunk by drinking the whole glass of alcohol my bro just mixed. I support he bartending k.

I've decided i've decided i've decided.
99999999999.9% i'm combining my science, bio and physics;D
and 88888888888888.8% taking back my higher chinese.

I wanna do things that i'm confided in, and work hard towards my goal! HAHAHA. My name, on the screen, you wait!!!!!! ;D

Finally, i'm smiling again hee yaye [:
And my southzone starts on monday, roar!

I have loved you all along , forever friend .

This is really the toughest decision ever in my life k. I really feel like a total loser, seriously.

Basically, my class's given a choice to combine or continue their sciences now. All my teachers been telling me to combine my science to secure the A1 . Its like you'll still be having pure science lessons(that's for bio, im not sure of others), but you'll be having a much easy paper, which is combined, that's sure to get my A1, with less effort. Such temptations. However, the thing to worry is what happens next? Good results to good JC, but what if i couldn't cope with it eventually?

My bro says it's important to get my pure science foundation right. So what if i get good results for combined science, i'll definitely suffer in JC. My dad told me to try my best, it doesnt matter how bad my result will be eventually, as long i did my best, as long as i'm not overstressed, everything's good. And my friends say.. my teachers say... But i know i should stop listening to everybody, and listen to my heart and make decisions on my own. But i'm really super stucked. D:

Andthe most !!!!! thing is, I AM DOUBTING MYSELF, LOSER RIGHT.

My o's chi is a B3. Geez, chi is one of my able subjects, yet i got a 3. A B3 for normal chi now, is likely to flunk their higher chi, based on laoshi's experience for the past years.Laoshi say i have to write letter to confirm if i'm staying or going back normal chi. I don't know if that point of time, if i really did my best. But now, i really have no idea what im capable of alrdy.

What the hell is wrong with me D:

Unforgettable, my dearest .
But someday, i will, i have to .

Right, a week of sch had past alrdy .Well, i'm. still. not. used. to. sch. Not used to being a Secondary Four student, i still have this crazy imagination that the former sec 4's still around, and i'm just a sec3, not taking o's , not used to climb up four stairs, cause i tend to walk to walk to the wrong floor.

I loved you .
What a today, what a first day of sch it is .

Despite having to listen to all-the-teacher-speaks-the-same-thing kinda thing which can go for hours, meeting new principle when the first thing i heard him say is to tell hum to cut his hair,packed food that taste badly, climbing up fourth floor, being stressed that we should set an example to others and nonsense..

It feels good to be the oldest, like finally hahaha. Forget the fact abt o's we're going to have k, it's something everyone have to do, so let's just get on and work hard! ;D
It feels good, seeing everyone and everyone.

Quote from Amanda's blog,
" I wanna love like i never have been hurt before"

Too much, too much things that happened along my journey, which made me changed. Which made me don't believe what i used to believe. Which made me not like what i used to be anymore . I want to listen to my heart, but i couldn't. Cause i know how it hurts, how it kills.

Now i just wanna be there,
that is all that matters .

Always have, always will .

To be brief, before i get my hands on the wii. (Geez, fronda been addicted to it lately and been bugging me to play with her at every chance i'm at home!)

30th Dec:
I had netball, went pretty late as usual though, can't help to get my body out of bed so early. (another warning to me again, to sleep early tonight to wake up 6.30 for sch tmrw, miserable D:) Yes, finally see Partner at trg, and one of my seniors, Pnelope, came to see us! Netball is always a happy thing for me. Had lunch with Pooh bear @gwc. Was terribly late to meet Chicken and niaoren until they came to my house to rush me hah, sorry! Watch Twillight with them, YAYE YES IM THAT TYPICAL GIRL WHO THINKS EDWARD IS SUCH HONEY SWEET! Really thanks for watching with me, tho it's the third time for chicken, and second time for niaoren, and first time for me. [: Met bimbo at cathay, then dine at Spize with S.D.H. Then to hweemin's party, then home! ;D
31thDec, new year's eve:
Had gathering with the girls and Jeremy. Failed trip to buy our S.D.H lunch boxes together, cause the hello kitty is too small and pricey. D: Had this crazy and sudden thought to book a hotel at town. And there they go! Park hotel beside Paragon was where we went. Had countdown @ the lobby itself. And then i got to go, with my brother after his work. Had supper at Spize .