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Thursday, January 1, 20091:25 AM
THIS IS 2009, A FRESH NEW START OVER AGAIN .
Well, i still can't really believe i just spent my 365days away, this being sec3 life. 2008's gone, like a roller coaster ride, much faster, with all the ups and downs. I remembered Wee told me thar she don't dare to go in the new classroom alone hah, and that i went to sch with her nearly every morning . I remembered the first time me,cia and ive stepped in Higherchinese class, and that we felt that's the most slack class we had this year, irony i know, that we girls just gather, joke, laugh, gossip, long trips to toilet hahah. I rememberd the very first term, when we had our ppr results, i was the only one in 3a to flunk bio, and then i went over to 3B at the temporary classroom and saw Dong break down cause of her results too.I didn't cry. But it was then, i finally accept that i'm in 3a, not in 2D anymore, where sec 2 life was such a playground dream to me. I remembered how lost for words i am, when Wee told me our dear friend, had moved on, to Heaven. That i saw Wee break down but i just stood there, blank. That ive asked me why i didn't just cry. I don't know. I was. Like.. Too abrupt for me to accept, i can't even believe what's happening.A lesson, i learnt in such a harsh and hard way, to treasure and cherish everyone's around me. I remembered that day when i lost my wallet, and at the same time i received a msg, accused by someone not worth anything of me, for something that i didn't even do.Trust is really important. To think of the months i spent being with you, yet you didn't know what kind of person am i. Really felt a failure, but not for me, for you. Your loss. How game over am i over you . I remembered, how it was then, i found my true friends, that would really be right there for me. Esp Kang, Ive, Wee, Val, Dawn, Cia . And Darren who scolded him, and Junji, Alvin, Jinhao and gang wanted to confront him, Xie xie ni men . And I still rememberd how a lamb jumped over the wall and into my dreams and left again. Sweetest dream, i say . Now that it's all said and done. I can't believe you're the one, To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house. Well, i should be moving on . So, Hello 2009! A new start over again, i'll worked harder to be a better person. Let's look forward to what's in store for us yeah! ;D |
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