My life is in a mess, and i feel so sucky lousy now. D:
Maybe it's because my room is in a mess now, with shopping bags and clothes hanging around. I stare blankly at my wardrobe, and felt i had no clothes to wear. I felt i can't even complete a simple task, which is simply to choose clothes for tmrw. This sucks. Maybe it's because i felt extremely exhausted as i had not slept last night. Maybe it's because i'm going to have my 16th party tmrw, and i haven't come out with any plans abt it yet. Everyone been asking me what time to meet, i told them i had no idea. People i thought they would turn up for sure, are not coming. People that i couldn't invite, understands me. Gee. I don't wanna probe on it further.
Ever experienced that you know you're gonna face another broken promise again, yet you prayed that time would prove you wrong? Ever felt like, damn it's not gonna come true, yet you're hopelessly thought things would change? Ever felt like destroying everything in sight, cause that's exactly how your heart feels? I'm so foolish to even think that i'm done and over with those nonsense.
Sigh, i'm so hell tired.