My head is spinning, it feels like the whole world is turning upside down. Suddenly, it becomes just me against the world. I have no companion, for no one truly understands. I begin to lose my control and let emotions get the worse of me. It's taking too much of me..
I'm afraid. But i can't really explain why.
Recently, i've been occupied with work which pretty much gives me headache. And everytime when i turned on the TV, i'm drawn to reality shows. Those unfortunates, who caught up with some incurable diseases. It just hits on me, and I hate to be living in a facade. Even as i'm breathing effortlessly now, I'm aware that in some parts of the world there are people suffering. I hate to know this.
You just never realised what you have until you don't have it.