Suddenly, i feel all old and senile.

K hear this, maybe you would agree with me later on lol. About 2 days ago, i lost my toothbrush. Then i was looking for it around, but to no avail. So, fronda gave me a new one. That same night, i can't find the new one again! So where it landed? INSIDE THE FREAKING DUSTBIN!! OMG. I don't recall myself throwing them away, but those evidences seemed to be staring at me with open eyes! Grrrrrrrrrrr, i don't know.

I know it's been so long since i last blogged. And i know i promised the intro of "We got married". But i'm sorry, i think i'm gonna skip that cus... i don't know, i suddenly feel i'm typing crapz. Perhaps, i'm under medication that's why i can't think well. Maybe, my mood swings, fast lol.

I'm watching acoustic videos on Youtube. And i'm enjoying ever single bit of it. ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST WENT JAMMING LAH! Really missed those crazy days. Sigh, i still think i'm getting old.

When i was walking home alone this evening, all random thoughts seemed to complete my empty mind hahah. In a flash, i can vividly recall the scene when me and ive roamed Bugis streets during our sec 2 days right after school. It seemed just like yesterday that we had skipped lessons again, hopping around sch,watching our seniors, fantasizing ... And when days were down, we would pretend as if school is our playground and start playing catching and screaming our heads off. Those days ah. As if, there's no other people in the world, but just me and my best friends, living in a sweet dream. When things come by so easily, studies, achievements is so so within our grasp. Oh gee. What can i say? THOSE WERE THE DAYS WAHAHHA! Speaking of which, it's dear ivey birthday soon. Yeah, i'm sixteen, she's gonna be as old too.

Now i'm sixteen, i'm working very hard to achieve my target. I want to get in SAJC!!!! I REALLY WANT TO!!!! So, i'm working my ass off. SO PEOPLE, PLEASE DONT ASK ME OUT AGAIN. I wanna stay home and spend quality time with my sweetheart books lol.

Now that i'm sixteen, i think i have a little bit better idea on these 3 words called " I love you". After so much, i'm definitely, sure of, (confirm plus chop!), no doubts abt it that, i'm not gonna let these words out of me easily. It's such a BIG HUGE GIANTIC difference on how i view love when i was 13, secondary 1. And i believe for all of us, thoughts and views changed when you really experienced it. I'm a older, wiser person now wahhahahh.

And yup, HAPPY EIGHTEEN NIAO NIAO!!! Birds forever! [:

It kills to know that part of me is still thinking of you, at this very moment of time. I mean, really.