Watching TEEVEE is better than doing amaths.
Sleeping is better than waking up every morning.
Laughing is better than crying.
Leaving is better than being left behind.

Today's gonna be the worst day of my life.
First time in my 16 years of living, fronda's going back to philipiness for 2 weeks.
How, what i feel is beyond comprehension. No one could ever understand my feelings.
It may seemed a short 2 week, but for me, it's a crazy long period.
Now she's repacking her luggage cause her's ultra heavy-excessive baggage; confirm have to pay for the overweight costs.
Guess what's in her luggage? Chilli paste, ginger, maggie mee, robots..
It's all for her family over there.
Then when my bro told her to take out some of the presents, she said she cant, it's her present to cousin or whoever.
I can't help it but to cry. I really wanted to give her all my bank savings so that she can carefreely bring everything she wanted back home.
I want to give her the best. The best she could ever get.
Although the money in my atm card's already reduced to a single digit no. while buying presents for her(perfume, engraved necklace, photoframe...), I strongly felt that what I had given to her is inadequate.
I owe her too much things, that I couldn't even pay back for a lifetime...